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MIHKI ♥

I love my life and myself ♥
i may be emo and demoralise at times, but can be so energetic and outgoing the next moment ♥
~studied in Temasek Poly~
~studying in SIM UOL~
mihki@hotmail.sg
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Friday, September 30, 2011

I just wanna .. keep holding onto your hands and never let go .

Wake up every morning just to see you by my side follow by a morning kiss. How sweet life would be ...

But sometimes things just doesnt go the way you want it to .

So i can just continue dreaming for this day to arrive which is after my marriage :O lol. How nice.

2:27 AM

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

SugarTreats : Raspberry Dark-Knight

Some Awesome stuff that i've made today =]!

Raspberry flavoured brownie. As you can see from the bottom post, i ate a brownie at some shop in clark quey and cant wait to make one of my own ><! And of course cuteness image to every food is important to me . And it's good to be different =] and there you have my first unique brownie ^0^

Labels: Treats3

8:48 PM

Delicious chocolate cake!

Ate this at one of the shop at clark quey! i love it so much :D It's my favourite you know ^^

Once the fork is pierce into the chocolate cake, chocolate fondue flow out of it ♥ Omg >.<! that's heaven !!!

eating it together with the ice cream was speechless ! delicious ttm. But very ex lo :{.

8:39 PM

Friday, September 16, 2011

SugarTreats : Hearty Sugar-Rush

I made this today :D seems so .. yummy isn't it ? hehe ~

It conatins oreo cream filling, top with chocolate strawberry to finish =] !

Labels: Treats2

9:14 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Nails Picture 3 : Esprit Delights

I'd say this is a more cheerful and happy colour =]

A mix of silvery green and purple will do the magic! ^^

" M " is just an alphabet which ones would want to display on nails. It represents mihki in this picture which refers to me =]

I love this combination ~

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1:42 AM

Friday, September 9, 2011

Nails Picture 2:

The anonymous adores

Those cutie little pies are so eye-catching !

It's simple yet
adorable.

Ending it with some shine of glamourous flower pattern on the boss ( The Thumb! ) which shows how beautiful it is, yet gains curiousity from the people as to what this cute little things might be ?

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12:39 AM

Nails picture 1 : French manicure

Get some pink and silvery effects which brightens up your nails and gives a more glamourous and classy look.

Suitable for occasions like : weddings, proms and many more.

It is a simple and neat design which suits most events and womens.

Labels: nailarts

12:17 AM

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Today was a great great day! Or should i say awesome ?!?!? :DDDD

Went to gym with my baby boy >.;O.

( as you can see to the left )
2 people slacking ~ LOL! owh mind @.@ .. aren't they suppose to be exercising ? =P

After working out some muscles, it's time we head for the pool!!!

Don't get me wrong ^.~ it's the swimming pool! haha ~

Aw ~ fun! fun! fun! don't you just love the pool ?
So relaxing, no stress and feels so free like a fish in the ocean ^0^!

After all that fun and laughter, it's time for dinner! ( which is a headache to me =S ) Totally have no idea where to head for dinner at all! And we ended up at swensen .. haha xD!

Hey swensen! sorry, but your curry rice is kindda hard ._. are they left over from last night @.@ . gosh ~ But the spicy fish spaghetti was awesome ='] although .. i'm so gonna get my sorethroat soon T.T.

Oh well ~ At least it's not a bad day after all =] so... yep! smiles :DDDDD!!

11:52 PM

APPLES! you know the rules ~

An apple a day, keeps the doctors away ! ^.~

hah ~ isn't it pretty ? a cute little apple have been transform into a red beautiful swan :DDD how lovely!

I'm lov'in it :D ~!

Credits :Mihki ~ i curve it myself ok >:}! First time =P ~!

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11:31 PM

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

looking at my own blog ... reading .. and i goes .. haiz :{.

Thinking : why do i mostly post stuff that i screw up? how about the happy moments ? :O

Last time i tried my very best, trying to post every single wonderful moments i had onto my blog..

But i guess.. cause of PMS ? or stress? or unwanted problems? which makes my mind blows off. At that very moment when i was in a rage, i just couldnt control myself to spill out all the thinkings i had at those moments.

But .. Everytime after i realise how foolish i was to even upset someone i love the most, it hurts me more . I starts to feel selfish .. ignorant and unwanted.

Selfish, not caring or thinking of others before bursting out my words and thoughts.

Ignorant, to the surrounding. due to brain block ? ( mayb just an excuse T.T ? )

Unwanted, cause of my unacceptable behaviour. i can feel nobody wants to bother about me.

ok .. well sometimes i gets really weird .. cause i don't quite get what im trying to imply and feels that my words are kindda crappy ..

Actually saying all this .. may be just an excuse or beating about the bush ..

My real intention and what i really think and feel is ...

i know i love you .. but why do i always hurt you ? why is my mind playing with me ? trying to phycho me to think about the bad stuff .. i hate it so much too .. but the thoughts gets so strong that i want to find out the truth from you which eventually turns out ugly when you get pretty mad :{.

Sigh.. what should i do ? i feel so terrible and regretful towards you when i know i always complain ? or say stuff that hurts you? and yet you always forgives me and treat me really nice ... i feel really .. mean .. sometimes i even thought that ... isit im sick? as if there's something wrong wit me ? why do i feel like i have 2 personality? One which is good while another is bad.. is everyone like that ?

sigh .. i feel that im irritating .. why do i always have so many questions ? but i rarely ask question during school time .. i'm afraid people might laugh at me.. teachers and friends might scold me ... cause whatever i ask is always dumb and stupid and foolish and useless piece of shitt ?!?!

cause i'm blur! you think i want that ? everyone have their weakness and it's not what i want either .. i just daydream out of a sudden which i don't even know -.- others find it irritating as they feels that you are being lazy and not attentive. some people just don't give a damn to what others feels.

OK .. this post is like .. totally jumping conclusion here and there ... cause i have a bad habit .. that is to say out what ever is in my mind. after i've finish one item i'll think of another and continue talking about it which cause confusion to people .. especially when i talk to them =\ ( e.g talking about A suddenly pop out a K .. lol =\ my bad )

But i love it when i can post about my thoughts . Cause i feel happier and less pressure on myself =] ok. i think i can get to sleep now =]! feel much better ! ^0^

1:44 AM

Sunday, September 4, 2011

utterly disappointed ~ sigh =\ isit sth i did wrong ? or i just don get it ? x.x

At the very moment i reach home, i cnt stop my tears from flowing ... why does it always happen ? im so sad, totally dono wad to do! at that point of time, suddenly have the thought that.. you're just not worth me crying for :'{.

mayb it was my fault ? which i have no idea what it was ? i want to forget about it. want to give a chance, but since u reminds me of it .. i really cant stop thinking.

Why ?? why when i want to borrow from you, yet it turns out you borrow from me ? i din wan to borrow from you even if i want to cause i feel bad. i guess you don feel any of that at all or just feel everything is a joke to u ?

you may say.. $$? abit isnt a prob .. but why when you owe me bit by bit which might add up to .. and you wont take the guts or initiative to return ? but when i borrow from you, you want everything back just the way it was. you are afraid i wont return u ? sigh i realli dono. i realli tell myself you arent like who i thought you might be. but the trust always breaks away ..

how long can this go ? ... i realli dono ..

11:01 PM

Saturday, September 3, 2011