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Thursday, November 4, 2010
I'm suddenly awake now, it's 6.30 in the morning . I'm feeling feeling scared, the fear in me nv goes away .. I HAD A TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE ... i actually dreamt that the guy i loved, have walked away with another girl .. And What's the reason ? i have totally no idea... The only thing i could remember about this dream .. is that the girl is very pretty compared to me.. the guy which i love, had met lot's of pretty girls on facebook, internet games and so on.. He even had the courage to meet most of them after he had experience that it is ok to meet cyber girls. ( his experience : after meeting me ) At first he liked me ... but then, his feelings starts to fade.. cause the way i talked to him .. he thinks that it is boring compared to other girls .. so when he met up with this pretty girl and get to know her, findin that she was a very interesting to talk to, he left me for her .. OMG T.T why am i so scared ? i cnt believe it ... i actually did not have the courage to love someone again .. or somehow it just scares me . I know that .. before i love someone i have to prepare that anything bad might happen again.. But for now i don't think i can ... i am just too afraid to lose the ones i loved .. I know i can't stop the guy which i love .. from making friends and i wanna trust them. I can trust them easily... but mayb cause i trust them too easily so i was being used by all my ex.. they abuse the trust i had for them .. and now .. everything just seems so hard to change back the way i feel and sees things.. ( Jealousy kills of course... but it also means that you love the person .. ) What should i do T.T .. ?
6:25 AM
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